Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Let's fall in love. Let's do all the things we dreamt of doing when we were in high school. Let's drive around in a car and listen to all the important songs. The ones that say how we feel. The ones that only we, the lovers, can understand. Let's make out on the hood of that car, under the stars. Let's wish for this moment to last forever.

Let's fall in love. Let's do all the things we dreamt of doing when we were in college. Let's drive to the coast and read poems to each other. The ones that say how we feel. The ones that only we, the lovers, can understand. Let's lay in the sand, listening to the pounding surf, holding onto each other until the sun comes up. Let's wish that it never does.

Let's fall in love. Let's do all the things we dreamt of doing in our twenties. Let's fly to Paris or Thailand or Peru. Let's take pictures of each other in distant lands, pulling each other forward by our hands. Let's stay out all night in a strange city and dance and dance until we stumble back to our hostel in the morning. Let's get lost and take the wrong train together. Let's buy stupid little statues from strange cities. Let's wear sunglasses and kiss each other holding our cameras out and taking pictures of ourselves at the same time with one eye on you and your eye on me and we each have one eye turned towards the lens. Let's wish that the vacation never ends.

Let's fall in love. Let's do all the things we dreamt of doing in our thirties. Let's get a dog and a house and have kids. Let's stand before all of the people we know in really expensive clothes and tell them how much we love each other, and swear that we'll never let go.

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Breathless


let's be breathless
 and die 
and let's let our lungs empty out
 so the slime 
from one side touches slime 
from the other. 


Let's let our bodies deflate
And lie 
And Let's let all the air out.
So that time 
From one side touches time 
From the other. 

Collapse your diaphragm.
 Let's, us, suffocate, 

Untitled

Horrible lantern heart.
 Darkness instead of light.
Good metal rusted 
pumping the smell of blood 
crumbling things 
never ending decay,
 only spreading, breeding, seeding. 
In the dark, 
in the wet hot dark. 
The breath of something 
coming. 
The breath of a jungle cat, 
the breath of fever 
madness, 
the breath of something wounded,
wheezing 
 Death, dying itself,
 but spreading
dying out, 
Blood letting
death leak out 
It hunts and stalks in the depths of the earth. 

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For a moment I saw infinity
In your eyes, it burned then
When I realized they,
Your eyes 
are the same color 
as the skies 
and the oceans 
and the earth 
and the stars 
and flowers and rivers and streams

I'm lost in them 
I'm lost in them 
I'm lost in them 

In those pools of forever. 
Forever in them. 
Lost forever. In them.
Gone forever. Gone. 
In them. Gone. 
Gone forever. Gone. 
Gone.